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Thursday, June 16th, 2011

Protected: A Homecoming For Three (Which Doesn’t End Well For Me!)

Blackie’s been away for days. When he returned home, but he didn’t say a word to me.

What have I done? I wonder.

He sits in his chair and just waits.

I sit at his feet, hoping to appease.

This is the scene when Marc arrives.

He greets Blackie with a quick hello. Blackie nods as Marc sits in his own chair.

Silence engulfs the room; uncertainty sits on my shoulders, and a chill runs down my back causing me to physically shudder.

“Strip, holes,” orders Marc.

I nervously stand and begin to undress. First the t-shirt, which I begin to fold.

“No time for that, holes,” Marc barks. “Just leave them on the floor.”

I drop the top, peel down the straps of my bra and reach around my back. When I unclasp it, it falls to the floor. I unbutton my jeans, shrug them off my hips, let gravity do the rest. I hook my thumbs in the waistband of my pink panties and tug them down until they lay nestled into and on top of the jeans. I step out of the clothes at my feet, then use my toes to remove my little white socks.

“Crawl here, holes,” Marc commands.

I hate crawling, especially to him. Reflexively my eyes seek Blackie, some unconscious desire to have him save me… Or seeking his approval. But his face is stone.

So I sink to my knees and begin to crawl the 12 feet to where he sits.

It seems like a mile in the silence.

Just before I reach him he raises his hand, like you do with a dog, ordering me to sit.

I do.

“Been awhile since you’ve had an orgasm, I hear,” Marc rhetorically asks, amused.

I say nothing. It’s not like I was actually asked a question.

“Been awhile since you’ve even had a hand laid on you too,” he continues his mocking. “Bet you’re aching for it.”

I remain silent. My thoughts more on what Blackie’s thinking than anything else — until Marc speaks again.

“Ask me to fuck you in the ass.”

I hate being fucked in the ass. It hurts. Plus, Blackie never fucks me in the ass — which makes me think it’s dirty and I’ve no desire to appear a dirty used whore fucked in the ass in front of him.

“Say it,” Marc says, with that threatening tone in his voice.

This time I’m afraid to look at Blackie. I know this must be some sort of a test — a combination punishement test. I’m afraid of disappointing him. And afraid of disgusting him too.

Keeping my eyes lowered I quietly say, “Please fuck me in the ass.”

“Ask me properly…” Marc says. I can hear the arch of his eyebrows in his voice.

I sigh and manage to say what he wishes, “Please, Marc, fuck me in my asshole”

“If you want it that bad, then assume the position,” he replies.

I turn around on my knees, put the side of my face on the floor — facing away from Blackie, place my hands on my ass cheeks and spread them.

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Wednesday, May 18th, 2011

Master Me

I’m not just fuck meat; not just holes. I’m flesh, nerve-endings, bits and nubs to exploit for their primitive, basic, base reactions. I’m here to abuse as well as use.

Image via Smoke & Mirrors.

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Tuesday, May 17th, 2011

Winning $250 In Bondage Gear & Sex Toys

Sexclectic has a contest to win $250 in sex toys, just for reviewing sex toys. I’ve totally got my eye on Sex Tarts Kit in Watermelon, the Closet Cuff Set — because we left ours in a hotel room *wink* and Posture Bar But I’m wondering if Blackie would prefer that we’d get the Bondage Opera Gloves

sex toy review contest

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Friday, April 8th, 2011

Terrifying

This left me speechless initially. But I had to watch this, over and over again, while on the phone with Member Master Damon and confess my terror, shame and humiliation in great detail. The short story? The only thing worse than having to submit to this would be to have it filmed and shared.

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Monday, April 4th, 2011

Every Rose Has Its Thorns…

Or at least some sting! Like this Leather Red Rose Bud Crop with 2 feet of romantic sting! How about having a dozen of these roses delivered? *wink*

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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2011

Confessions, My Ass!

Continuing my commanded confessions

Triple toy action. One in my pussy with the Hitachi is more than enough, I say. But Marc wants to include my ass…

It’s not just that I don’t like my ass used, it’s the pragmatics of how forced orgasms and squirting work for me.

Even worse, double penetration in the ass — two fucking toys in the ass, one in the pussy. If the Hitachi was also on my clit, I think I’d actually die.

Images via Fucking Macines.

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Monday, March 14th, 2011

Me Cow? HuCow?

Researching my position as possible livestock for The Farmer leads me to the discovery of Human Cows or HuCows.

While it gives me bit of an idea about what to expect and how to behave, it seems much kinder than what The Farmer describes…

Of course, when I see what’s happened to Cassandra Calogera’s nipples after her big 36FFs were abused by “The Goat Milker,” I’m even less thrilled by what The Farmer has already said about being his livestock.

The Goat Milker is real goat milker with 1/16 horsepower providing 30in Mercury in max suction — modified for pulsating, sensual, nipple stimulation. From the looks of it, I’m not sure “sensual” is the right word.

I wonder if The Farmer has a milking machine like that?

Also, The Farmer said he would force me to lactate… Is that even possible without being pregnant? More research I guess…

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Friday, March 11th, 2011

A Confession A Day (Number Two)

Continuing to obey the command that I confess five things I’m afraid of

Today’s confession is regarding a physical fear. Ever since Marc — with a gleam in his eye — showed me this photo from Sex and Submission, I’ve been worried that I’ll have to carry out his fantasy.

I don’t want that hook in my ass. I know it’s not so pointy as to pierce or cut… (It isn’t right?) But it looks like something you’d find a dead cow on in a butcher’s shop or slaughterhouse. *shiver*

What a message that you are just meat.

And to have it tied to your hair, Marc using it as leverage or to steady himself — or just for his thrills, while fucking me… It’s too much, really.

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Monday, March 7th, 2011

An Investment In Spanking

This doesn’t really fit our color shopping rules of pink and black, but this Betony Vernon Spanking Paddle is too stunning not to share — and it “wood” make my ass nice and pink! (Via Storybook Whorehouse.)

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Friday, October 22nd, 2010

Pretty Please

Beautiful and somewhat wicked erotic body jewelry by Parisian artist Sylvie Monthule!

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