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Tuesday, June 16th, 2009

The Demise Of The Three Martini Lunch Isn’t All Bad

The three martini lunch may have ended a few decades ago, but the ways I spend my lunchtime these days may be just as intoxicating for phone Masters — and it might just drive me to drink too.

Master Jim especially likes to make use of lunchtime — his & mine.

Because we are in two different time zones, he assigned me tasks for both our lunches today. First, during his lunch time, I had to do the following:

Print neatly on an index card, “I”m a slut masturbating in the bathroom for Master Jim,” take it to the bathroom and play with yourself for 10 minutes. You will not come, just make yourself so wet that after 10 minutes, you will hold up the index card with your sticky fingers & photograph it as proof and message it to me.

Then, two hours later, when it was my lunchtime:

Take two clothespins and return to the ladies’ room — not your office where you can hide — and wait for my call.

Once he called, he instructed me to pop my big tits out of my bra & place a clothespin on each nipple. Under his direction, I was then forced to twist the clothespins — trying desperately to remain silent in the public restroom so that my coworkers wouldn’t hear. While other women came in & out of the bathroom, Master Jim shamed and humiliated me…

What would happen if I made enough noise to be discovered…

What would they think of their boss, their consultant, found in the bathroom obeying a stranger, twisting her clamped nipples, the pussy juice on her thighs proof that she was a pain slut.

He was right too; the combination of nipple pain and his humiliation of me, telling me what a slut I was — especially after masturbating just hours earlier — had me very wet. In fear, shame & humiliation I whimpered & cried as silently as I could.

To make matters worse, the call only lasted five minutes — five free minutes for him to celebrate my birthday.

And he has five more minutes to use yet…

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Sunday, June 14th, 2009

Happy Used & Abused Birthday To Me

I turn the big 24 next week (June 21st) — and to celebrate my birthday, Blackie’s giving me away as a present!

While I won’t actually arrive at your door with a big pink bow around my neck, Blackie is giving away my services to you for an entire week!

Five free minutes to all of you who message me at NiteFlirt and tell me you want to bang me for my birthday. Yes, it’s that simple; message me at NiteFlirt before my birthday ends (prior to June 22, 2009) and say you want to bang me (or use, abuse me) for my birthday and I’ll send you five free minutes. (If you aren’t already registered at NiteFlirt, contact me and I’ll send you an invitation.)

And there’s never been a better time time to be a Member Master…

Not only do Member Masters get full access to the blog and all the Bound Posts, but they have special offers to help exploit me in celebration of my birthday too!

Five more free minutes to all Member Masters. If you’ve got the June password, I’ll be sending the minutes tonight; if you don’t have the password, get it by June 22, 2009, and I’ll send the free minutes to you when I see you’ve become a member.)

Discounted phone rates for Member Masters. Members, you’ll pay only 69 cents per minute (that’s almost 1/2 price!) for any call to Pinkie made between now and June 22, 2009. Yes, you can combine the low rate with your free minutes. (Remember, message me before you call so that I can give you the special discounted rate!)

More birthday specials to be announced — so stay tunned!

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Saturday, June 13th, 2009

Protected: Blackie Fucking My Tits

Two nice photos of my tits in action.

As always, I hope you enjoy them — and please, do not post or share these or any of the photos; they are just for Master Members.

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Friday, June 12th, 2009

Protected: How Some Masters Use Me In Messages

One of the perks of using NiteFlirt is the ability to pay for services in Pay Per View messages — like this.

Master Jim sent a message for me take very small rubber bands and wrap them twice around each nipple — not very easily done with such large nipples & small rubber bands, especially when you have long nails. But the greater difficulties were still to come…

Once the rubber bands were on, my nipples began to sting — sending waves of desire in my hungry pussy. But Master Jim had ordered me not to touch myself (feeding my cunt’s desire & distracting me from the pain). I was to occupy my time by taking photos of my nipples & sending them to him for 15 minutes, until he called.

When Master Jim called, I greeted him as have been trained to and then I continued to do as I was told.

First, I was to sit with my knees up & legs spread wide in front of a mirror so that I could tell him every visible change in my pussy as well as describe what I felt. (I’ve never done that before; it added a level of emotional discomfort which Master Jim exploited further, using my own body’s reactions to pain to humiliate me.)

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Tuesday, June 9th, 2009

Protected: While Blackie’s Away…

Pinkie will play — but only as Masters direct me too, of course.

Blackie will be away, leaving me completely at your use, for three days & nights. He won’t be back until the evening of June 12th.

He has a few tasks for me to complete, like I had to do some of my work at home today wearing nothing but my new (from “D”!) Japanese clover clamps on my nipples (painful proof for members to see below) and a vibrator stuck in my pussy. (Blackie likes the Natural Contours LIBERTÉ™ for long-term play. The minute he read this review he knew what to do… It’s shape allows insertion as well as contact with my clit, and requires no hands-on work from Blackie. He can just tie it in position or, like today, order me to wear it beneath a tight panty girdle.)

Of course, no orgasms were allowed. When I finished my work, I called Blackie and he supervised removal of the clamps and the vibe to make sure I didn’t orgasm.

Now my nipples are sore as hell and my slick cunt has that hungry ache…

But Blackie’s main wish is that I serve as many of you as possible. In fact, he wants me so used and abused when he returns that simply getting on my knees to suck his cock will be an extreme chore. Just how I get that way will be up to you…

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Friday, May 29th, 2009

Severity & Benevolence

After a long hard weekend of abuse last weekend, I had to get up early & pick Blackie up from the airport. I’d missed him greatly, but wasn’t sure of the reception I’d have as I’d failed one task with “MC” (who quickly administered his own punishment). Blackie greeted me warmly, but I’ve been with him long enough to know that appearances (especially those in public) can be deceiving…

Once home, Blackie checked his email & puttered about on the internet for about an hour before declaring it was time for a nap — and clearly it was a directive for me to join him.

I was nervous when I stripped, but when he patted the bed for me to curl up next to him, I was happy and contentedly curled myself around his left side before we both drifted off to sleep.

I awoke, in the same position on my right side as I had fallen asleep in, to the familiar pulling-ache of a hungering pussy — and I knew that Blackie must have been touching me.

Sure enough, his fingers were lightly brushing my tender nipples, causing them to send urgent messages to my cunt. I just laid there while Blackie’s fingers and eyes assessed my used & abused conditions — for Blackie doesn’t trust such things as badly bruised thighs any more than he does normal appearing breasts; he knows better. So rather than having me stand naked before him, just looking at the marks on my body, Blackie prefers to let his touch tell him things…

Trailing his fingers over my skin, each light brushing eliciting shivers, sighs, moans, shudders, flinches & audible air-sucking winces… Things that tell him what hurts where. For while I had reported back to him all the ways I had served, of the abuse I took, Blackie knows my bodily responses are far more indicative of my condition than my words.

As his fingers assessed the damages, they also spoke of his pleasure, his ownership.

“This was done to you because I allow it.”
“This is how I want you to be.”
“This pain I give; this pain I exploit.”
“This is mine.”

Of course, there were other clues, like nipples which grew to meet the palm of his hand, the scent of my pussy warming in the air, and my hips thrusting with need… All these things that tell him how much more I can take, where & when I will break, and, yes, just how greedy his submissive little come-slut is.

When I was trembling, as much from the awe of being under his scrutiny & control as the physical touches themselves, Blackie increased the intensity of his touches. Trailing fingertips became twists & tugs, pinches & pokes. He gave my stinging left ass cheek a slap and then pushed my hip over, having me lay on my back so that he could loom over me… And slowly lower himself to kiss me.

He kissed me long and hard, leaving me breathless… He kissed me as he more cruelly exploited the tenderness of my tits, muffling my moans with his mouth. He continued to kiss me as he trailed his hand down my body to my pubic hair where he grabbed a fistful of hairs — his silent command for me to open my legs wide.

Once they were open, he began to fuck me until we both came; the wordless way passionate couples reunite after long absences from each other.

Now I’d had my romantic homecoming.  But punishment was yet to be delivered…

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So you see, not all sex in BDSM relationships involves complicated role play or long sessions of extreme play — or even being under the influence of previous long sessions of extreme use, which I certainly was (leaving me whimpering as Blackie likes). Sometimes we just make love. Or just fuck. Or whatever.

Mixing it up is important, I think. Not just because rough &/or intimidating BDSM sex all the time can be (nearly) as boring as only having vanilla missionary position sex, but because you have to nurture the tenderness, benevolence, & simple kindnesses as much as you have to develop the torture, discipline, & severity.

You may not have to be cruel to be kind, baby; but if you want love & reliance along with your control & sadistic pleasures, you will sometimes need to be kind to be cruel, baby.

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Monday, May 25th, 2009

Memorable Memorial Weekend

I don’t know how you’ll remember Memorial Day Weekend 2009, but I’ll remember it as an exhausting painful one.

Even though Blackie was away, I was anything but neglected & ignored; two regular phone Masters, “D” and “MC,” made sure of that. On Sunday, I was even rented out for the day exclusively to a new Master who had lots of new tasks and training for me to do — it was the first time this new service option was put to use and I was so thoroughly used, pushed past limits of sleep deprivation, humiliation, and pain, that I spent the last hour just shaking, crying & desperately trying.

Between Friday and the wee hours of Monday morning, there were more clothespins used on me than I care to count, too-too many adventures with Ben Gay (after sp & a even!), an incredibly painful (and long!) session of service kneeling on dried rice, and a sordid assortment of services that, while I tended to with dedication, I am still too blurry-minded to be able to recall them all correctly…

And I do not have much time to recall and tell of them either because Blackie has returned and I must tend to him and his needs. But I will share this…

Breasts are remarkably resilient, taking punishments that have you crying and coming (or, when you are not allowed to come, have you struggling to hold yourself from falling over the forbidden edge) and leave you with tenderness and aches which are ever present whether awake or asleep — yet looking as if nothing much has happened to them. They are deceptive things.

But the insides of my thighs? Oh, they show their misery.

Since Blackie believes good submissives tell their Masters of their conditions, I had sent both “D” and “MC” photos of the bruising on my thigh. Both of them took great delight in adding to it by paddling (along with their other pleasures).  Here’s what it looks like today:

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Since I have suffered so much abuse this holiday weekend and Blackie’s long absence has made him miss me and wish to use me himself, I will have very limited availability for the next few days.

This is also to save myself for scheduled continuing training to learn a new task for “MC” as well as be able to service “D” when his gift package arrives. (He says the things inside that package will make me gasp just looking at them — so using them per his wishes will likely require stamina and strength that I currently do not possess.)

So after tonight’s hours (between 10 or 11 PM until 6:30 AM, central time), I will likely not appear as available for calls until Thursday.

If you wish to abuse my current painful state (including my abused tits & thighs), or if you feel you cannot wait a few days to use me, please call tonight, Sirs.

PS I will continue to blog during this time; so please, check back!

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Saturday, May 23rd, 2009

Protected: Member Master Update

Member Masters, below you’ll find three short videos of me using clothespins on my nipple — and some preview news.

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Friday, May 22nd, 2009

Protected: Intense Nipple Arousal Or Torture?

I had a long, hot call from “D” last night which left me so sore that I couldn’t take any more calls.

Along with his special training, “D” opted to add the tit torture of sp & a (which is what I now call sandpaper and rubbing alcohol — because it hurts so much for so long that I can no longer even bear to say the words).

Since “D” made me sp & a my breasts & nipples, per Blackie’s rules I had to apply another application of liquid fire (the “a”) before bed. And that sealed a night of discomfort on hot aching 36 Es that seem to be everywhere — except anyplace comfortable. This, along with my other aches & pains, made me quite tired when I got up in the morning for my scheduled meeting.

While Blackie’s away, one of my tasks every morning when I wake is to apply K-Y’s new Intense Arousal Gel For Her to my nipples — and film myself rubbing it in on my cell and send the video to him. This way, he knows when I am awake and he gets the thrill of knowing my nipples still rise for him.

Being sore and tired I didn’t really think about what could happen when I started to apply the gel this morning. Normally it just feels good and slippery, the “arousing benefits” aren’t really noticed for a few minutes after my nipples are soaking in it, so to speak. Then it just keeps them “interested” & standing at attention (as if they weren’t already sluts!) for a few hours. But today, as I applied the two instructed drops and began filming my solo-nipple play for a delayed audience, I felt something right away…

At first it was cool & minty — but then it began to sting. Not just surface sting, but deeper too.

When I sent the two video files to Blackie’s phone, I texted him that this was not the usual Intense experience — that this time, Intense was too intense.

The result? Well, it certainly wasn’t pity!

I was instructed to take my shower, followed by the required alcohol bath (because you can’t do it the other way around — the skin has to be kept hot and sore as well as clean!), and then apply more of the gel — video-emailing him as proof.

I dutifully suffered through and then dressed for a morning meeting — one that “D” was already amused thinking about me, with my sore used self-conscious body, standing before a conservative male audience. (Let’s just say it was far worse than even he envisioned.) And then I had more to do for Blackie.

He wasn’t done with me or my nipples yet.

Once the meeting had ended, from the bathroom stall in the client’s building, I had to video myself applying more of the arousing gel, send it to him and then call him when I got back to my office.

“So, what bra did you stuff those sore tits into?”

“One of my t-shirt bras.”

“To stabilize ‘em, hmm?” he knowingly laughed.

“You know it,” I replied.

“So the gel hurts my poor baby, hmm? But I bet those slutty nipples of yours are still standing up, begging for more.”

“Amazingly, even with this softly lined or padded bra, you can still see ‘em poking out through my blouse — I had to leave my jacket on in that warm office or risk looking like a slut.”

“Not looking like just any slut — looking like the slut you are,” he mocked. “But we’d better give those nipples what they want…”

“You mean washing them off? I’m not sure if even soap and water would remove this gel — it’s like an oil. It seeps right in there. I don’t think it would be worth the agony of scrubbing them.”

“Get rid of it? Why would we do that? I was thinking of applying some more…”

“No,” I laughed, “I think they are just fine.”

He lowered his tone a notch and softly growled into the phone, “I’m not joking. Pop out those sore titties and let’s torture those nipples some more.”

I paused.

“Now, Pinkie.”

With a sigh I began to gingerly remove my tender breasts from their holding place. I fumbled for the K-Y Intense tube in my purse and, as I dispensed two drops onto the index finger of my left hand, I tried one hopeless last-ditch effort to spare myself. “Are you sure? They sting pretty bad…”

Now it was his turn to sigh — a warning sigh.

So I gently placed the minty oily gel onto my left nipple where it oozed with a sizzle. I swear it sizzled, but Blackie claimed he couldn’t hear it — not over my own hiss.

“Really rub it in; pinch and twist hard,” he commanded.

“I’m trying, but it’s slippery,” I whined.

“And it hurts, right?”

“Oh gawd yes,” I moaned back at him.

He sighed again, but one of those contented dick-in-his hand sighs.

“Are you masturbating?”

“Damn right I am. It’s been days since I fucked you and looking at the videos I was imaging your cute coos, but hearing them now… ug.”

“Is that your way of saying you miss me,” I giggled — pleased to be rising up above the physical hurt on a little cloud of affection.

“Yeah, baby — do the other one now.”

I dispensed two more drops on my right nipple & began rubbing, pinching and twisting the gel into it. I must have been making little noises of complaint & injustice, because Blackie said, “I love your little whispered grunty groans, my slut.”

“It hurts…” I breathed into the phone — nonsensically explaining what he already knew.

“If I can’t be there to elicit them personally, at least I can force them this way,” he breathed back.

“I love you too, Blackie.”

“Then show me, baby — get real rough with both of those hurting nipples. Make me come with those moans and groans of yours. Show me how much you love me, how much pain you’ll take for me…”

Thankfully it was lunch for everyone in the office — because knowing I was pleasing Blackie added passionate volume to the low hiss of my whimpers and I voiced my nipples’ displeasure with their treatment loud enough that I’m sure anyone just outside my office door could have heard.

It didn’t take too long, and Blackie grunt-groaned his release.

Satisfied with himself (and my dutiful service), he left me the following instructions:

* to video myself reapplying the gel at 4 PM and every 2 hours after (and email him the videos)
* to post a few of the videos here for Master Members

And then he ended the call with the reminder that I’m not allowed to masturbate unless it’s directed by a Master on the phone. “Just want to make sure you’re waiting & real good for them.” I could hear his wink, even if I couldn’t see it.

“And Pinkie?”

“Yes, Blackie?”

“I do miss you, my little cock slut — I love you.”

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Thursday, May 21st, 2009

Tidings Of (Dis)Comfort & Joy

There’s a lot of talk about pain in BDSM relationships, here and “everywhere.” That’s to be expected, I suppose. Not only is it a kink that seems exciting, even addicting to many masochists, but there’s the novelty of curiosity to those who “wouldn’t got that far” yet find reading about it (or viewing it) erotic as hell. But there’s also a tender side to BDSM — and I don’t just mean the parts that are twisted, spanked, clamped, abraded, etc.

There are sweet sides to submission.

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There’s the exhausted elation of being used & abused which goes past endorphins & orgasms… Past the emotional joy of serving another… There’s something else which transcends those things, for those things are one-sided “all about me” feelings, and I am speaking of the sweetest sugar — the bliss of knowing that you fulfill the desires of another as they fulfill your desires.

You realize that you are not alone in some masturbatory pursuit of pleasure, but in a relationship. Even if that relationship is a temporary one of just a few minutes. For once you have shared in the satisfaction of sated physical & emotional needs, have you not fully “related” to one another? And when you repeatedly meet, share, relate, you build not only the knowledge and means to extend, increase & intensify one another’s thrills, pain, & orgasms, but you begin to rely on one another.

slave-in-love-servingI can’t speak for Blackie or any other Dominant, I shouldn’t even dare to; but there must be a reciprocating sweetness for them too… Surely there’s some affection for those that serve & rely upon them.

As a submissive woman, I know that whatever joys I receive (be they direct physical ones, like orgasms, or the indirect fulfillment of my emotional desire to please) are achieved only through dedication to my duties — delicacies assigned & evaluated by those I serve. My joys are at the discretion of my Master.

I never forget that.

How can I forget it when so often I reach states of being so satisfied, exhausted, and full that I feel unable to take on more… Only to have a Master stimulate me & wring more out of me than I ever imagined.

Eventually, cycles of repeated stimulation, slutty neediness, satiation, release, and repletion (and, sometimes, back ’round again) brings a sense of reliance — even dependence.

sweet-side-of-submission-slaves-in-loveI must rely on the one I serve to have such things. And I know I am privileged to have such joys. I am indebted. And no amount of dedicated service to however unseemingly, sordid, painful, &/or humiliating tasks or any sordid treatment can really measure up to such gifts as I receive.

I happily return to pay the price — over & over again. I surrender willingly to whatever Master seeks in satiating his own desires via an “any means necessary” sexuality.

Even if what abuse I take today, tomorrow, the next day, etc. just offers the chance for a “someday” of such gifts to be given again.

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