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Tuesday, September 20th, 2011

Pinch & Pull

I love pert hard nipples surrounded by swollen puffy areolas. I love the moans and whimpers when I pinch and pull and twist her nips and tits to get the look I want. Call her; hear those sounds for yourself.

Image via.

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Tuesday, June 21st, 2011

Having Your Cake; Eating & Beating It Too

Wishing my Pinkie a very happy birthday with this vintage artwork, which suggests she should be presented as the “cake” holding her own lite candles AND be the wrapped presents party guests partake of.

Art via drtenge; via Silent Porn Star.

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Thursday, June 16th, 2011

Protected: A Homecoming For Three (Which Doesn’t End Well For Me!)

Blackie’s been away for days. When he returned home, but he didn’t say a word to me.

What have I done? I wonder.

He sits in his chair and just waits.

I sit at his feet, hoping to appease.

This is the scene when Marc arrives.

He greets Blackie with a quick hello. Blackie nods as Marc sits in his own chair.

Silence engulfs the room; uncertainty sits on my shoulders, and a chill runs down my back causing me to physically shudder.

“Strip, holes,” orders Marc.

I nervously stand and begin to undress. First the t-shirt, which I begin to fold.

“No time for that, holes,” Marc barks. “Just leave them on the floor.”

I drop the top, peel down the straps of my bra and reach around my back. When I unclasp it, it falls to the floor. I unbutton my jeans, shrug them off my hips, let gravity do the rest. I hook my thumbs in the waistband of my pink panties and tug them down until they lay nestled into and on top of the jeans. I step out of the clothes at my feet, then use my toes to remove my little white socks.

“Crawl here, holes,” Marc commands.

I hate crawling, especially to him. Reflexively my eyes seek Blackie, some unconscious desire to have him save me… Or seeking his approval. But his face is stone.

So I sink to my knees and begin to crawl the 12 feet to where he sits.

It seems like a mile in the silence.

Just before I reach him he raises his hand, like you do with a dog, ordering me to sit.

I do.

“Been awhile since you’ve had an orgasm, I hear,” Marc rhetorically asks, amused.

I say nothing. It’s not like I was actually asked a question.

“Been awhile since you’ve even had a hand laid on you too,” he continues his mocking. “Bet you’re aching for it.”

I remain silent. My thoughts more on what Blackie’s thinking than anything else — until Marc speaks again.

“Ask me to fuck you in the ass.”

I hate being fucked in the ass. It hurts. Plus, Blackie never fucks me in the ass — which makes me think it’s dirty and I’ve no desire to appear a dirty used whore fucked in the ass in front of him.

“Say it,” Marc says, with that threatening tone in his voice.

This time I’m afraid to look at Blackie. I know this must be some sort of a test — a combination punishement test. I’m afraid of disappointing him. And afraid of disgusting him too.

Keeping my eyes lowered I quietly say, “Please fuck me in the ass.”

“Ask me properly…” Marc says. I can hear the arch of his eyebrows in his voice.

I sigh and manage to say what he wishes, “Please, Marc, fuck me in my asshole”

“If you want it that bad, then assume the position,” he replies.

I turn around on my knees, put the side of my face on the floor — facing away from Blackie, place my hands on my ass cheeks and spread them.

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Thursday, June 2nd, 2011

Would You Like To Know Why You Are Suffering?

Because it makes my dick hard.

Via Fuckmaker (via S & M = Smoke & Mirrors).

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Monday, May 23rd, 2011

Protected: I’d Rather Have 100 Lashes

He sent me an email. The subject line was “Your Ass.” Inside was this image and six words:

Is Mine.

See you at nine.

At nine…

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Wednesday, May 18th, 2011

Master Me

I’m not just fuck meat; not just holes. I’m flesh, nerve-endings, bits and nubs to exploit for their primitive, basic, base reactions. I’m here to abuse as well as use.

Image via Smoke & Mirrors.

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Tuesday, May 10th, 2011

Physiological Facts Of Fear & Arousal


And don’t forget “wet.” Oh, never, ever forget a wet pussy.

Found at S & M = Smoke & Mirrors (I think this was the original post.)

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Friday, April 8th, 2011

Terrifying

This left me speechless initially. But I had to watch this, over and over again, while on the phone with Member Master Damon and confess my terror, shame and humiliation in great detail. The short story? The only thing worse than having to submit to this would be to have it filmed and shared.

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Friday, March 11th, 2011

Spanking Confessions

From a call with a first time phone Master — shared not only with his permission, but at his request.

“Where do you hate to be spanked or hit, love? — Be honest, now,” he commands.

(I love that he calls me love… It’s warm, and cozy, and sweet — and you only hurt the ones you love, right?)

“You mean where on my body?”

“No, not body parts, love; where. Do you like it less to be standing, your arms tied over your head, kneeling over a footstool, or where?”

“Honestly?”

“Honestly,” he says, that note in his voice warns me just how near a growl he is…

“I dislike it most when I must present myself, place myself, over a man’s knee,” I say, the heat of blushing full in my cheeks.

“Why?”

“B-because it’s personal — too personal.”

“Standing naked and being whipped isn’t personal?”

“Not as much so… At least not usually.”

“Isn’t feeling like any old piece of meat humiliating?”

“Yes… But in most cases, I can more easily disconnect myself from the physical pain because I am just any old piece of meat to be used like that.”

“But over a man’s knee…?”

“Over a man’s knee I cannot hide.”

“It’s more intimate,” he states.

“Too intimate,” I agree.

“He can see your wet slit between those reddening mounds of flesh, hmm?”

*silence*

“Answer!”

“Yes!” I blurt, frightened into a response.

“And you will be wet, won’t you.”

“Yes,” I confess, hearing myself sounding miserable.

“Why do you get so wet, love.” He didn’t ask; he knows why. He’s commanding me to confess — and he’ll know if I lie.

“Because it hurts — not just physically, but it hurts to be so, so — so insignificant, like a child. I must just take it.”

“Do you cry, love?”

“Yes,” I whisper.

“Tears of…?”

“Pain, humiliation, fear, frustration… embarrassment…”

“And do you cry when you are whipped standing nude on display?”

“Yes…”

A pause. Then he says, “‘Yes’ what?”

“When I’m standing like that, or bent over a stool or whatever, you can’t see it — can’t see that I’m crying.”

“But?”

I sigh before I plunge in and confess completely. “When I’m over your knee, you may not see that I’m crying, but you’ll hear it — you’ll feel my breathing. …And you’ll feel my tears on your legs…”

“So slippery it must be… Your crying eyes, your weeping cunt…”

“Yes,” I say, humiliated at his knowing.

“And are you wet now, love?”

I can barely breath the answer… “Yes…”

“Where? Are little tears in your eyes?”

“Yes,” I sigh.

“So hard to confess, little one, yes?”

I nod the answer — then remember he can’t see this on the phone and blurt out an anguished “Yes!”

“And your slit? Is it wet?”

“Yes, I admit it,” I wail — my cheeks burning again.

“Well, now, let’s not waste that. Get the paddle, then spread your legs…”

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Friday, March 11th, 2011

A Confession A Day (Number Two)

Continuing to obey the command that I confess five things I’m afraid of

Today’s confession is regarding a physical fear. Ever since Marc — with a gleam in his eye — showed me this photo from Sex and Submission, I’ve been worried that I’ll have to carry out his fantasy.

I don’t want that hook in my ass. I know it’s not so pointy as to pierce or cut… (It isn’t right?) But it looks like something you’d find a dead cow on in a butcher’s shop or slaughterhouse. *shiver*

What a message that you are just meat.

And to have it tied to your hair, Marc using it as leverage or to steady himself — or just for his thrills, while fucking me… It’s too much, really.

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