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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2014

Lessons In Purple Tits For Bitch-Whores

Whoever thinks all sex in the bathroom is the warm, romantic, cuddly kind has never seen this. This bitch is taught her place on the cold tiled bathroom floor. She’s bound with black tape — her arms behind her, her feet together, and she has to try to do as commanded and move as told. To make matters more interesting, her tightly-bound tits are now purple balls. Much better that than any man’s blue balls, right? But look at this slut work her hips to get more of that magic wand action. Even if she’s not supposed to cum, she squirms and wiggles to reach that buzzzz. …I feel a Pinkie task coming on!

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Monday, October 27th, 2014

Sometimes All We Do Is Watch Porn

Just because I’m a sweet little subbie who has to do nasty little things at a man’s bidding, it doesn’t mean my callers and I don’t do relatively vanilla things — like watch plenty of porno together. …Of course, while I may be encouraged to masturbate, I am often not in control of my own orgasms.

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Friday, April 19th, 2013

Seven Days Of Edging

For the past seven days I have been under the special command of Master Member Rogue. This meant no masturbation, or orgasm,

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Tuesday, January 10th, 2012

A Modern Day Chastity Device

For dirty little girls who can’t control themselves. Keep the toys under lock & key, apply them when you want. Via.

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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2011

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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2011

Dear Pinkie

I like it best when you cry from the hatred, the tears of anguish rolling down your face as I disgrace and use you — that you are bound to me, forever in my service, not because you want to be but because you’ve been given to me.

The scorn that rises, the desperation, the fear and loathing that stream down your face in wet, wet streaks that I mock knowingly. And mercilessly.

I love how none of it melts away in your physical acceptance to your duty, to your punishments, to your tasks. How your hot anger brightly burns — with the heat of injustice and pride! Useless sentiments, other than how they fan the flames of my desire to further humiliate, hurt, use against your will.

It’s all right there, on your face. In the set of your shoulders, your chin.

The fire in your eyes that makes your eyes sparkle — no matter how wet your eyes get, the tears do not put out that fire. I know; I’ve tested it. But you detest me more — and so the back and forth of the testing continues! How it all tempts me… The clenched jaw juts with pride — as appealing as the jut of your breasts. The haughty air, as ripe for the plucking as that asshole is for fucking.

Even right now, as I sit three feet away from you, days into your no orgasm rule, naked with clothespins on your nipples, sleep deprived, sloppily typing and correcting your tasks for me… That palpable resentment… Your loathing of me as heavy in the air as the smell of your wet cunt.

A cunt I could take at any moment. A cunt that would welcome me, would welcome anything after the hours, the days, of arousal and pain — a cunt that would betray you — and quickly — with an orgasm.

You know it. And I know it.

How that knowledge makes you hate yourself.

How that knowledge makes you hate me even more.

Yet it’s that hate that makes me want to fuck you, fuck with your mind and your body, all the more.

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Saturday, August 14th, 2010

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Saturday, August 14th, 2010

Orgasm Troubles

Some Q & A from your favorite piece of T & A; this time a round-up of Member Masters questions about orgasms…

When you’re under a No Orgasm Order and another Master insists you come, what do you do? …Is it the first order you obey, or what?

My number one order is to do as Blackie wishes and he says my purpose is to serve all my Masters, so I’m to satisfy both directives; obviously this is not possible…

Like many of my tasks which are (or at least seem) conflicting, I do my best and take my punishments for those things that I fail.

In the case of No Orgasms, if I please the one who gave me that order, I then take my punishment from the one who I failed to please by not having an orgasm; if I have the orgasm(s), I please that Master and take my deserved punishment from the one whose rule I’ve broken.

And then, in any case, I suffer Blackie’s punishment as well.

But aren’t you then choosing which Master to obey — at least by taking the punishment you fear less?

Honestly, I can try that, but there’s two things wrong with that theory…

One, Masters know (and Member Masters are given) the ways to manipulate and break me… Most of my regular Masters — at least those who care to have me orgasm — know how to take or force my orgasms against my will.

Two, any failure to please one Master means I have broken Blackie’s Golden Rule: to serve and please any Master to whom I have been given. The consequences for that are not pleasant. So even if I could try to choose the lesser of two evils, I’m outnumbered and outmatched on all fronts (and backs lol).

So, in all honesty, I’m simply living in the moment, trying to do the best I can — and dreading the outcomes for failure.

Does that mean an order not to orgasm will automatically be broken?

No, not at all!

I do try to do my best, including informing Blackie, all Member Masters, and any Masters I might be serving during that No Orgasm Order time frame. While individual Master motivations and desires differ, some prefer to respect one Masters rule. Also Blackie himself may choose to assist such an order by enforcing it at home and by limiting my service elsewhere — and some Masters who insist upon a No Orgasm Order will also compensate Blackie for ensure such orders are guaranteed.

…But even under the most strident supervised masturbation and monitored use, I am a greedy slut who seeks a release and can become so over-worked from all her use and play that I’ll suddenly, humiliatingly, find myself in the throes or orgasm. It’s happened from just breast play on numerous occasions. (However it happens, I can assure you that I am punished for my sluttiness!)

So it’s never a sure thing, and that’s why denied orgasms and No Orgasm Orders are so difficult and even painful.

What’s worse: Being ordered to have no orgasms or having forced orgasms?

The worst is disappointing a Master and, therefore by having disobeyed Blackie’s Golden Rule, disappointed him.

Personally speaking, however…

Both suck. But, in general, forced orgasms are the worst — unless the No Orgasm Order is longer than a week… Then it’s really dependent upon everything else I’ve been tasked to do during that time.

I’m not trying to be evasive; it’s all very subjective and situational.

I don’t understand how forced orgasms can be such a big deal — I’m not even sure there can really be such a thing! Who doesn’t want an orgasm?!

Orgasms are intensely personal things. To have one taken from you when you do not want to give it is an extremely violating and usually humiliating experience.

Plus most forced orgasm experiences are not simply a matter of taking or forcing one.

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Saturday, May 15th, 2010

Member Master Confessions: Exploiting Resentment, Forcing Service, & Denied Orgasms

Member Master D.D. Tom has ordered this confession, in case others would like to learn a thing or two to exploit.

D.D. Tom likes to play with my tolerance levels. He likes to provide detailed descriptions of how I shall spend my days — and nights. He’ll control and limit my sleep; decide what, when, and if I’ll eat; make to-do lists of chores and corporal punishments — and masturbation sessions.

But D.D. Tom refuses to allow me to orgasm.

He likes me frustrated, tired, and more than a bit angry. He doesn’t mind my anger any more than he minds my exhaustion — in fact, he loves both. Does his best to bring it out in me.

He wants me to hate serving him, hate my helpless position doing what he says because I am bound to Blackie’s terms of service.

He combines the control of basic necessities with forms of mind control — trying to make me adopt ideas and ideals intolerable to me.

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Monday, May 10th, 2010

The Not-Knowing State Of Being A Submissive

There’s something about the not-knowing in the life of a submissive…

You don’t know what, or when, or, sometimes, even who.

Which is not to say that I don’t have control of anything. For example, I just scheduled a call for next week Wednesday, agreeing not only to be ready (naked with the listed toys and tools) but to have no orgasms between now and then.

That’s 10 days of controlling myself — even when serving.

So I may not know what’s to come, but I do I’m not supposed to.

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