I’m a sucker for porn with this pose on the box cover.
Actually, I’m moved by this position in general. It’s such a terrifyingly vulnerable position — throat and neck held, gagged, exposed and controlled…
I don’t even have to be naked or so complicatedly bound either; just cuff my hands behind my back, put your hand or arm along my throat and bend me back (an alluring arch helps you, and keeps me off balance), and even if I’m just under a gag order as opposed to a physical gag, I feel as helpless as a kitten.
Panic sets in, my chest heaves, and I fear the worst.
Because of this, I have lots of porn with this position. Especially if it’s by Bondage Barrix.
This past week, in perverse celebration of Masturbation Month, I’ve been forced to watch porn. Yes, I say “forced” because I’m often not allowed to touch myself, let alone masturbate to orgasm. (I’m not saying that I don’t always get to orgasm afterwards, in some manner or other; but 58 minutes of video hotness is a long long time to have to wait to find out.)
The most recent videos I’ve watched are Abused Again & Recruiting A Mistress, both, again, by Bondage Barrix (part of Back Door Bondage) & featuring the malevolently delicious Sgt. Major Derek Viktur.
The two films, as you might expect, are similar; but there are differences.
Recruiting A Mistress has the better plot — a Dominatrix is hired, but Sgt. Major takes control and switches her role to that of serving submissive. Who hasn’t thought about taming that sort of a bitch? *wink*
Recruiting A Mistress involves his (typical) smug humor (put to good use putting the professional Dominatrix in her place), plenty of tight face close-ups so you can see the fear and pain in the eyes of the women, lots of bondage & forced orgasms, but is missing his nearly trademarked extremely tight crotchrope (the Sgt Major calls it a “beaver-buster”).
It also has the added plus of some lovely lingerie and stockings, for those who adore such things.
Quite a thoroughly hot bondage romp. (Is that an oxymoron?)
Of the two movies, Abused Again is my favorite — because it makes me the most uncomfortable & afraid.
Like the other, an uppity woman, in this case a jogger who flaunts her tight ass by Sgt. Major’s apartment regularly, is abducted & forced to submit. She’s bound (including plenty of crotch rope positions), stripped, and violated; but in this case, the orgasms are forced not via vibe but by a dildo up her ass and fingers in her pussy.
My fear of my ass being used heightens the terror of such a fantasy for me.
I don’t want to ruin any surprises for anyone, but Abused Again also contains more rough breast play (including weighted nipple clamping), more spanking (what a red ass Amber Rayne gets!), an terrifyingly amazing scene where Amber pops a ball out of her ass, and some intense hot wax play — including removal by knife!

Maybe this film works so well for me because it covers so much as of yet uncharted territory… But whatever, it works.
I almost always enjoy Sgt. Major Derek Viktur and Bondage Barrix films; but am usually met with surprise when I admit such things… I get that the films cater to dominant men (or men with such fantasies) — and naturally I agree these men should be catered to! — but why does it surprise so many that submissive women can’t get enough of these films too?
We’re the Yin to their Yang; without us, what would these men really do?