That Marc hasn’t asked me to play ball with him – yikes!
Tag: anal
I’m Thankful…
Tags: anal, humiliation, pain not pleasure, power play, tools and toys
Anal Tricks, Not Treats
Pinkie’s no fan of anal — which means I am. I’ve all sorts of Black Magic planned for this holiday. I love to hear her grunts turn to whimpers, then cries — which turn into screams. I’d rather carve her ass than a pumpkin, any day. Happy Halloween!
Tags: anal, black shopping, lessons for bitches, pain not pleasure, power play, tools and toys, torture
Pulling Panties Aside
Marc loves to order me to get on my knees and pull my panties to the side to expose my holes — His holes. He’ll lube his cock up and plunge himself into whichever hole he wants at the moment…
Tags: anal, lessons for bitches, lingerie, power play, serving
Protected: A Homecoming For Three (Which Doesn’t End Well For Me!)
Blackie’s been away for days. When he returned home, but he didn’t say a word to me.
What have I done? I wonder.
He sits in his chair and just waits.
I sit at his feet, hoping to appease.
This is the scene when Marc arrives.
He greets Blackie with a quick hello. Blackie nods as Marc sits in his own chair.
Silence engulfs the room; uncertainty sits on my shoulders, and a chill runs down my back causing me to physically shudder.
“Strip, holes,” orders Marc.
I nervously stand and begin to undress. First the t-shirt, which I begin to fold.
“No time for that, holes,” Marc barks. “Just leave them on the floor.”
I drop the top, peel down the straps of my bra and reach around my back. When I unclasp it, it falls to the floor. I unbutton my jeans, shrug them off my hips, let gravity do the rest. I hook my thumbs in the waistband of my pink panties and tug them down until they lay nestled into and on top of the jeans. I step out of the clothes at my feet, then use my toes to remove my little white socks.
“Crawl here, holes,” Marc commands.
I hate crawling, especially to him. Reflexively my eyes seek Blackie, some unconscious desire to have him save me… Or seeking his approval. But his face is stone.
So I sink to my knees and begin to crawl the 12 feet to where he sits.
It seems like a mile in the silence.
Just before I reach him he raises his hand, like you do with a dog, ordering me to sit.
I do.
“Been awhile since you’ve had an orgasm, I hear,” Marc rhetorically asks, amused.
I say nothing. It’s not like I was actually asked a question.
“Been awhile since you’ve even had a hand laid on you too,” he continues his mocking. “Bet you’re aching for it.”
I remain silent. My thoughts more on what Blackie’s thinking than anything else — until Marc speaks again.
“Ask me to fuck you in the ass.”
I hate being fucked in the ass. It hurts. Plus, Blackie never fucks me in the ass — which makes me think it’s dirty and I’ve no desire to appear a dirty used whore fucked in the ass in front of him.
“Say it,” Marc says, with that threatening tone in his voice.
This time I’m afraid to look at Blackie. I know this must be some sort of a test — a combination punishement test. I’m afraid of disappointing him. And afraid of disgusting him too.
Keeping my eyes lowered I quietly say, “Please fuck me in the ass.”
“Ask me properly…” Marc says. I can hear the arch of his eyebrows in his voice.
I sigh and manage to say what he wishes, “Please, Marc, fuck me in my asshole”
“If you want it that bad, then assume the position,” he replies.
I turn around on my knees, put the side of my face on the floor — facing away from Blackie, place my hands on my ass cheeks and spread them.
Tags: anal, BDSM relationships, bound, humiliation, lessons for bitches, more than two tango, pain not pleasure, Pinkie and Blackie history, power play, serving, spanking, tools and toys, torture
Protected: I’d Rather Have 100 Lashes
He sent me an email. The subject line was “Your Ass.” Inside was this image and six words:
Is Mine.
See you at nine.
At nine…
Tags: anal, face slaps, humiliation, lipstick submissives (tm), pain not pleasure, power play, stockings
Terrifying
This left me speechless initially. But I had to watch this, over and over again, while on the phone with Member Master Damon and confess my terror, shame and humiliation in great detail. The short story? The only thing worse than having to submit to this would be to have it filmed and shared.
Tags: anal, humiliation, pain not pleasure, tools and toys, torture
My Name Is Holes
A report on my task for Master Member Damon.
First I had to watch this video:
Then I had to begin my repetitive writing task. I had to write “my name is holes. i’m just meat Damon uses to entertain himself.” by hand. Over and over again, three pages full — while replaying the video over and over again. Her screams were both unnerving and quite distracting.
I had to turn send it to him on time — I think I just made it. Then post my task here, sharing the last page.
Now I await his appraisal of how I did…
Tags: anal, bound, humiliation, lessons for bitches, power play, repetitive writing, serving, tied up
Confessions, My Ass!
Continuing my commanded confessions…
Triple toy action. One in my pussy with the Hitachi is more than enough, I say. But Marc wants to include my ass…
It’s not just that I don’t like my ass used, it’s the pragmatics of how forced orgasms and squirting work for me.
Even worse, double penetration in the ass — two fucking toys in the ass, one in the pussy. If the Hitachi was also on my clit, I think I’d actually die.
Tags: anal, Forced Orgasms, tools and toys, torture
A Confession A Day (Number Two)
Continuing to obey the command that I confess five things I’m afraid of…
Today’s confession is regarding a physical fear. Ever since Marc — with a gleam in his eye — showed me this photo from Sex and Submission, I’ve been worried that I’ll have to carry out his fantasy.
I don’t want that hook in my ass. I know it’s not so pointy as to pierce or cut… (It isn’t right?) But it looks like something you’d find a dead cow on in a butcher’s shop or slaughterhouse. *shiver*
What a message that you are just meat.
And to have it tied to your hair, Marc using it as leverage or to steady himself — or just for his thrills, while fucking me… It’s too much, really.
Tags: anal, bound, hair pulling, humiliation, lessons for bitches, pain not pleasure, serving, tied up, tools and toys, torture




















