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From a call with a first time phone Master — shared not only with his permission, but at his request.
“Where do you hate to be spanked or hit, love? — Be honest, now,” he commands.
(I love that he calls me love… It’s warm, and cozy, and sweet — and you only hurt the ones you love, right?)
“You mean where on my body?”
“No, not body parts, love; where. Do you like it less to be standing, your arms tied over your head, kneeling over a footstool, or where?”
“Honestly?”
“Honestly,” he says, that note in his voice warns me just how near a growl he is…
“I dislike it most when I must present myself, place myself, over a man’s knee,” I say, the heat of blushing full in my cheeks.
“Why?”
“B-because it’s personal — too personal.”
“Standing naked and being whipped isn’t personal?”
“Not as much so… At least not usually.”
“Isn’t feeling like any old piece of meat humiliating?”
“Yes… But in most cases, I can more easily disconnect myself from the physical pain because I am just any old piece of meat to be used like that.”
“But over a man’s knee…?”
“Over a man’s knee I cannot hide.”
“It’s more intimate,” he states.
“Too intimate,” I agree.
“He can see your wet slit between those reddening mounds of flesh, hmm?”
*silence*
“Answer!”
“Yes!” I blurt, frightened into a response.
“And you will be wet, won’t you.”
“Yes,” I confess, hearing myself sounding miserable.
“Why do you get so wet, love.” He didn’t ask; he knows why. He’s commanding me to confess — and he’ll know if I lie.
“Because it hurts — not just physically, but it hurts to be so, so — so insignificant, like a child. I must just take it.”
“Do you cry, love?”
“Yes,” I whisper.
“Tears of…?”
“Pain, humiliation, fear, frustration… embarrassment…”
“And do you cry when you are whipped standing nude on display?”
“Yes…”
A pause. Then he says, “‘Yes’ what?”
“When I’m standing like that, or bent over a stool or whatever, you can’t see it — can’t see that I’m crying.”
“But?”
I sigh before I plunge in and confess completely. “When I’m over your knee, you may not see that I’m crying, but you’ll hear it — you’ll feel my breathing. …And you’ll feel my tears on your legs…”
“So slippery it must be… Your crying eyes, your weeping cunt…”
“Yes,” I say, humiliated at his knowing.
“And are you wet now, love?”
I can barely breath the answer… “Yes…”
“Where? Are little tears in your eyes?”
“Yes,” I sigh.
“So hard to confess, little one, yes?”
I nod the answer — then remember he can’t see this on the phone and blurt out an anguished “Yes!”
“And your slit? Is it wet?”
“Yes, I admit it,” I wail — my cheeks burning again.
“Well, now, let’s not waste that. Get the paddle, then spread your legs…”
Tags: humiliation, paddling, pain as pleasure, pain not pleasure, power play, spanking
This weekend Blackie and I are celebrating a personal anniversary: the first time we made love.
If you think I’ve titled this post out of the age-old female complaint that men are not romantics, that they forget such things as anniversaries, au contraire!
Blackie remembers everything.
Tags: BDSM relationships, no touching, phone sex availability, power play
Since you’re Master Members, I thought I’d share with you some tips on how to make the most of Pinkie’s tits, the first being that she hates having her breasts called “tits.” So naturally, that’s how I refer to them all the time.
More than 10 tips for making the most of Pinkie’s big fat tits below the cut.
Tags: big breasts, nipple, nipples, pain as pleasure, pain not pleasure, rough tit play, tit fuck, tools and toys, torture
Some Q & A from your favorite piece of T & A; this time a round-up of Member Masters questions about orgasms…
When you’re under a No Orgasm Order and another Master insists you come, what do you do? …Is it the first order you obey, or what?
My number one order is to do as Blackie wishes and he says my purpose is to serve all my Masters, so I’m to satisfy both directives; obviously this is not possible…
Like many of my tasks which are (or at least seem) conflicting, I do my best and take my punishments for those things that I fail.
In the case of No Orgasms, if I please the one who gave me that order, I then take my punishment from the one who I failed to please by not having an orgasm; if I have the orgasm(s), I please that Master and take my deserved punishment from the one whose rule I’ve broken.
And then, in any case, I suffer Blackie’s punishment as well.
But aren’t you then choosing which Master to obey — at least by taking the punishment you fear less?
Honestly, I can try that, but there’s two things wrong with that theory…
One, Masters know (and Member Masters are given) the ways to manipulate and break me… Most of my regular Masters — at least those who care to have me orgasm — know how to take or force my orgasms against my will.
Two, any failure to please one Master means I have broken Blackie’s Golden Rule: to serve and please any Master to whom I have been given. The consequences for that are not pleasant. So even if I could try to choose the lesser of two evils, I’m outnumbered and outmatched on all fronts (and backs lol).
So, in all honesty, I’m simply living in the moment, trying to do the best I can — and dreading the outcomes for failure.
Does that mean an order not to orgasm will automatically be broken?
No, not at all!
I do try to do my best, including informing Blackie, all Member Masters, and any Masters I might be serving during that No Orgasm Order time frame. While individual Master motivations and desires differ, some prefer to respect one Masters rule. Also Blackie himself may choose to assist such an order by enforcing it at home and by limiting my service elsewhere — and some Masters who insist upon a No Orgasm Order will also compensate Blackie for ensure such orders are guaranteed.
…But even under the most strident supervised masturbation and monitored use, I am a greedy slut who seeks a release and can become so over-worked from all her use and play that I’ll suddenly, humiliatingly, find myself in the throes or orgasm. It’s happened from just breast play on numerous occasions. (However it happens, I can assure you that I am punished for my sluttiness!)
So it’s never a sure thing, and that’s why denied orgasms and No Orgasm Orders are so difficult and even painful.
What’s worse: Being ordered to have no orgasms or having forced orgasms?
The worst is disappointing a Master and, therefore by having disobeyed Blackie’s Golden Rule, disappointed him.
Personally speaking, however…
Both suck. But, in general, forced orgasms are the worst — unless the No Orgasm Order is longer than a week… Then it’s really dependent upon everything else I’ve been tasked to do during that time.
I’m not trying to be evasive; it’s all very subjective and situational.
I don’t understand how forced orgasms can be such a big deal — I’m not even sure there can really be such a thing! Who doesn’t want an orgasm?!
Orgasms are intensely personal things. To have one taken from you when you do not want to give it is an extremely violating and usually humiliating experience.
Plus most forced orgasm experiences are not simply a matter of taking or forcing one. …The combination of multiple intense humiliating violating orgasms is exhausting on every level and even physically painful.
Truth be told the whole topic of how orgasms are taken, what happens when orgasms are denied — how orgasms have and are still used to condition and control me is very very complicated…
The details of that will likely have to be broken down into multiple posts in the future. Stay tunned, as they say *wink*
Tags: Forced Orgasms, orgasm denial, serving, supervised masturbation
Messaged to a NiteFlirt Master:
I can tell you that as soon as you released me from the No Orgasm Order, I crept down to the basement and masturbated myself to several, including squirting. Since I am such a messy whore, my Master makes me masturbate on the floor in the basement, like an animal, in the dark. And I’m such a slut, I do.
Tags: dirty whore, humiliation, masturbation
Member Master Derek sent me this photo with the following note:
Spotted this photo and instantly thought of our last party – however, what I see here is a greatly missed opportunity. Your task is to tell me what you think it is – what would your just desserts be?
Master Derek has also told me to share this — with Master Members only.
Tags: anal, entertaining, humiliation, lessons for bitches, more than two tango, power play, serving, tools and toys
It was a rough weekend, and then a week from hell at the office, and then more rough play. If I had the right to complain, I would; but really I’m just telling you why I’ve not been blogging.
While I’m never really sure what each day will bring, let alone a week, I am around more now. I’ve got lots of stories to share — as soon as I can. And am trying to be as available as I can for calls, so feel free to message me and I’ll try to accommodate your schedule as best I can!
Tags: phone sex availability
Just found out there are “special plans for me” this weekend, so I won’t be around (either on the phone or blogging). When I return, I’m bound to have stories to share — including what happened last weekend when Blackie & Marc returned.
Image via S & M = Smoke & Mirrors.
Tags: big breasts, bound, phone sex availability, rope, tied up, tit fuck
