Just found out there are “special plans for me” this weekend, so I won’t be around (either on the phone or blogging). When I return, I’m bound to have stories to share — including what happened last weekend when Blackie & Marc returned.
Image via S & M = Smoke & Mirrors.
Tags: big breasts, bound, phone sex availability, rope, tied up, tit fuck
A sneak peak at Breast Bondage Videos:
Tags: bound, nipples, power play, rough tit play
Looks like it’s our old friend, Rick Savage, doing the pussy slapping…
Tags: bound, clit, lingerie, pain as pleasure, pain not pleasure, pussy lips, slapping, spanking, stockings, tied up
Still no word from Blackie and I feel like I’m left twisting in the wind.
I desperately want to get back to this:
Do you think a gift would help? These Caged Mother-of-Pearl Cufflinks look like something Blackie would enjoy wearing…
Image credits: Nude, bound & hung in tree, via Public Disgrace; submissive female with Master, Belonging by David Samson.
Tags: BDSM relationships, black shopping, bound, tied up
Just look at this Plank Stocks Bed! Yes, the wooden stocks are fully functional!
PS OK, so it’s not “pink & black shopping” as it is, but the rings are black and you know I would become pink!
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I don’t know who made (or is in) this classic bondage video, but I was ordered to watch it — and let me tell you, after sleep deprivation and 15 spankings, a 19 minute video of a busty blond being roped and manhandled would have been difficult enough under no orgasm orders, but watching it with clothespins on your nipples made it darn near impossible.
Lots of rough tit play, including tight tit bondage, rough massaging and nipple clamps. And note how her pussy lips are roped too. The anticipation is killing me — just fuck her — and me — already!
Submissive ladies, I know you’re here because of the emails I get; so tell me, how did you fare watching it?
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Marc sent me these images from Sex & Submission — because he knew they’d terrify me:
He says he can make me like anything — even beg for it, if it’s the only way I can orgasm. Especially if he applies the Hitachi.
I think it looks horrific.
He says I must put it on my wish list.
He thought seeing that there’s a ball on the tip, as opposed to the spike I’d imagined, I’d “loosen up” and like it — but then he was laughing at me because he knows I don’t like anything in my ass. It hurts for days.
Yet we all know, it’s not my choice.
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What is it about the mad scientist fantasy? Is it all the tools? Some say it’s the automatic authority of doctors and medical science which seduces with trust and plays on fears.
I love how the scenes go from her vulnerable trusting sleep to dark fantasy — and of course there’s plenty of bondage and rough tit play to make me wet with desire. The forced orgasms make me weak with my own humiliation. And the anal sex is still an exploited fear.
Tags: anal, cock sucking, nipples, pain as pleasure, rough tit play, spanking, tied up
I found the following photos via a post at Klaudia’s shoe blog (she’s a NiteFlirt friend who also runs The Pump & Grind — such a clever clever name for a shoe fetish newsletter!).
The artist behind these photos, Beatrice Morabito, writes the following about her work:
A doll can not move by herself, cannot smile, cry, change the position of her body, the expression of the face and so on.
It is you doing all these things in her place, so she can be a simply object in your hands…
It is exactly this which resonates with me — not only when I look at the photos, but how I feel as a submissive.
Especially with Marc.
Marc often denigrates Blackie’s relationship with me, calling me a pampered pet; he thinks Blackie is too kind or soft with me.
(I feel that’s not true, especially as Blackie gives me to Marc, a man I loathe; but that’s for another time, another post, I suppose.)
Marc’s philosophy in slave management is obviously different as his feelings towards me are so vastly different. He views me as a plaything. And in fact, often refers to me as “His doll.”
His game theory, if you will, with this doll includes the positioning of me as he wishes and leaving me sit on display.
Sometimes it’s just for his viewing pleasure.
Sometimes it’s for my discomfort.
Other times, it’s for others to see. Even out in public.
Whatever his reason, it’s always humiliating and exhausting.
Especially so when there’s no orgasm for me. But I’m not to complain; I’m a toy to be used and my pleasure is irrelevant.
Marc most often ignores ropes and other bondage tools (for absolute restraint of me, anyway), and prefers to position me and remind me that as a doll I cannot move. Even when he uses me.
My restraint is his will. I do not move until he wishes it.
If I fail, if a limb flails in anyway other than due to the impact of inflicted impact or thrusts, he may will punish me.
And sometimes when he is done playing with me he will abandon me like a child, walking away and leaving me laying on the floor.
Tags: bdsm art, BDSM relationships, control, humiliation, power play, restraint, serving, sex doll
The story continues to evolve — as do the tricks and toys. For now, it’s easier to squeak in a quick post about the latest round of use.
Both my Masters have discovered the joys of rope and the ways it can be employed to rub & redden by already pink bits. It began with the rather traditional way of roping down the front and center of my pussy lips, applying pressure to my clit.
Blackie delights in having me assume the favored position, nude at his feet while he watches television, with rope riding high inside my lips — but instead of being bound tightly to a belt at my waist, he prefers to keep the rope loose so he can saw it back and forth at his whim. He enjoys controlling the volume of my whimpers, the deepening of the color, and mocking me for getting the rope slick with my juices.
Marc has taken to alternating such techniques with multiple rope strands so that my entire crotch becomes rubbed and red and raw. This intensifies any touch or contact — from pubic mound to asshole — providing nothing but sore sensitivity even from a plain old fuck.
But, of course, there’s also the options of adding BenGay, paddling, etc. too.
All images via Bound4You.
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