As I’ve stated, supervised masturbation is difficult for me. Apparently I have performance anxiety.
This is one reason why when we travel together, Blackie will bring in a total stranger and order me to masturbate in front of them.
Sometimes Blackie will stand behind the seated man, who’s often masturbating while watching me. Other times, Blackie will stand behind me so that I cannot even find him with my eyes and find some respite there; a few times Blackie’s even left the room entirely.
But the worst is when Blackie brings in one of his business associates to supervise my masturbation — because then I know someday I’ll likely meet him again, and that man’s knowing, leering, smug smile will torment me.
Animated gif of Ultra Violett masturbating by Fuckmaker; found via S & M = Smoke & Mirrors.
