The Not-Knowing State Of Being A Submissive

There’s something about the not-knowing in the life of a submissive…

You don’t know what, or when, or, sometimes, even who.

Which is not to say that I don’t have control of anything. For example, I just scheduled a call for next week Wednesday, agreeing not only to be ready (naked with the listed toys and tools) but to have no orgasms between now and then.

That’s 10 days of controlling myself — even when serving.

So I may not know what’s to come, but I do I’m not supposed to.  And if I do, I can expect a punishment. But I don’t know exactly what that will be either.

Tags: BDSM relationships, blindfolded, bound, doggy style, orgasm denial, serving

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